"You're the exception, not the rule."

Well...I've been cut out.  I'm pretty sure it has happened.

I had dinner with some people tonight.  One of these people was not pleased with the presence of Jonathan (at least that's the vibe both of us picked up), and it seemed like we were correct.  A conversation happened...this is what was heard:

Person 1:  Yellow 5 kills sperm blah blah blah gave it to TJ
Me:  TJ shouldn't reproduce.
Person 2: Like Jonathan.
Person 1: laughter

Now...Person 2 happens to be my maid of honor.  If she has such a problem with Jonathan why wouldn't she just tell me instead of denying it every time I ask her about it?  It's frustrating.

When I confronted Person 2 it was met with  yelling, screaming, cursing, and running away.  Maybe my timing could have been better, but ever since what was said was brought to my attention I had been pretty much pretending that I was okay.  When I was in the car on the way back I was miserable.  I can't believe she said that.  So I said something, because I couldn't pretend for people anymore tonight.

Jonathan and I are a package  deal.  If I have to lose friends because of that I guess I can deal with it.  He is my future, my everything, and my one and only true best friend.  He's my life partner and the man who will be the father of my children.  I would give up every friend I had ever made to be with him.  Call me a bitch for that, but it's true.  He is my everything.  I'm not choosing anybody else over him.

Now, I'm aware the people mentioned in this blog are probably going to read it, and that's fine.  You guys can think what you want about me.  I'm sorry things happened the way they did.  I'm sorry we probably won't be able to stay friends, and even if we can stay friends I know it wouldn't be the same as before.  It sucks.  But, I've been cut out and ditched before and can handle it.  I'm sorry I ruined your night, but sometimes you have to do what's best for you so you don't do something stupid later.