worthless

worthless
disgusting
fat
ugly
bitch
useless
unworthy
slut
whore
piece of shit

I feel like all of this describes me at the moment.  I've been  pretty good lately, but things are getting to me and I can't help it.  I'm trying so hard for myself and my fiance to not go back to what I used to do to cope because I just can't.  I can't keep scarring my skin and starving my body.  It's not healthy...but it's so hard.




And I have nobody but him to talk to about it.  I can't put that on him though.  It isn't fair.  Nothing is fair.



I can't do anything right.