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Monday, April 18, 2011

feelings of omg i really suck

I became incredibly stressed yesterday.

I had to read an entire book for my anthro class, and despite having read from the time I was fully awake yesterday to the time I was asleep I still didn't get finished until this morning.  I took the quiz and it wasn't that bad.  I feel like I did ok-ish, but this isn't what stressed me out so much...

So I'm laying down with Jonathan and the conversation is as follows:

Jonathan:  Did you finish that book?
Me:  No, I'm going to speed read it in the morning.
Jonathan:  Don't you have a paper due?
Me:  ...no...
Jonathan:  ...Psych?...
Me:  OH FUCK!!!!  [covers face]  I think I'm gonna cry.  Oh my God I'm actually crying about this right now...


I can not begin to tell you how stressed and freaked out I automatically became.  It was not cool.  I pretty much stayed stressed, shaky, and teary eyed until Jonathan was asleep and I felt it would be safe to self-medicate with cough syrup.  I want to sleep and stayed that way all night, but I had freaky dreams.  As in Lyon College became a church and Jonathan was there with all these women in big poofy dresses because they were all gonna dance to Christmas music and Jonathan wanted me to stay but I couldn't and people got mad at me when I was trying to leave because I was stepping on dresses but I had to get this flash drive to Mr. Roddy who happens to be a vice principle at my high school because if I didn't he was gonna lose his job. And yes, that all had to be one sentence.

Anywho, I managed to finish the book, take the quiz, and write the paper for psych.  I did have to skip my theatre class though :/  Oh well, I feel ok right now.


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