-_-

This was supposed to be my good Valentine's Day...and it will definitely be better than last year.

BUT I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY SCREW YOU MOTHER NATURE YOU SELFISH BITCH!!

End rant.  On to cuteness.

I would like to think that if somebody asked me why I love Jonathan I could tell them, but just like him I can't tell you why.  I just know that I can think about my future with him and not wonder what it would be like with somebody else in his place, and I absolutely can't imagine my life without him.
Jonathan, you're my everything. I love you so much!! I'm very glad I'm going to marry you soon :)

First Day of My Life

by Bright Eyes

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said "this is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"

So if you want to be with me
With these things there's no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me