umm?

Does nobody friggin blog on Sunday?
Lame.

I Am Cannibal

I've been listening to a lot of Ke$ha lately...

BTW I loved the new glee episode featuring Tik Tok, but teen drinking is dumb.  I wish it did not occur.

So today the campus internet was actually freaking working for once and using youtube was awesome!  I used to opportunity to watch some old school Britney Spears videos and then I discovered Ke$ha had the video out for Blow.

Now, she felt the need to tell us that no mythical creatures were harmed in the making of the video.  I was confused at first, then I soon realized all of the extras had human bodies and unicorn heads.  Ke$ha and James Van der Douche have an epic shoot out and several of these human unicorn hybrids get caught in the middle, thus bleeding glitter and rainbows all over the place.  It was delicious.

If you wish to watch Blow click here.

The video for Cannibal isn't out yet, but you can listen here.

why?

Why do I feel like I shouldn't be where I am?
-Because you don't deserve it.

Why can't I do what I know I'm capable of?
-Because you know you really aren't.

Why do I feel like dirt most of the time these days?
-Because you're no different than dirt.

Why do I feel so worthless?
-Because you are.  You are a worthless person who doesn't deserve anything good.  You've been given way too much, and now I'm going to take it all away because I can.  I took your motivation, I took your faith, I took your self-esteem, I took your friends, I've taken almost everything I can take.  You're lucky I don't take you.
You mean nothing.
Sincerely,
You.

"you need to grow up!"

As I sit her sucking on my lik-a-stik and mess with my sticky purple creature I got out of a gumball machine I can't help but think about an encounter with my anthropology professor...
I'm also listening to Ke$ha btw (don't hate, her stuff is catchy)

Long story short I got the flu and slept through an exam.  Now, because I didn't contact her (like a damn fool) she decided to publicly eat my soul like a damn creature from Harry Potter or something.  It was awful.  She yelled at me, telling me I needed to grow up and take responsibility for myself.  I was pretty shocked by the entire ordeal at first really.  I didn't expect her to give a damn at that point.  Other professors I've had are usually just like, "well, you missed it, not my problem!"

She let me take the exam and then pulled me into her office and made me cry some more, but she was being quiet and understanding (I guess...) this time. And, we were in private this time which was a nice change from the first go round.  We talked, and by that I mean she talked and I nodded and tried not to cry some more, and everything was cool.

But I still can't get over the "grow up" comment.

I've always been mature for my age when it comes to most things.  I won't lie, I'm a pansy about certain shit, but that doesn't mean I really need to grow up.  Sometimes I just want to let go a little, and that could mean reverting back to childhood...
Like when I eat my lik-a-stik and play with a purple tick thing I got out of a gumball machine.  College is all about those times when you revert back to childhood.  I take naps, eat a shit ton of candy and pizza, watch kid movies, make blanket forts, and play dodgeball in the middle of apartment row.  Why should we have to grow up right now?  Can't we save it for graduation day?  After all the class, studying, and exams I just want a little something to make me feel better.  If that means being slightly immature for an hour or two, fine by me.


In other news...I found some pictures that make me happy!

Jonathan's roommate actually knows this chick.

it's a freakin sharkgull!!

I find this to be super cute XD

yum

-_-

This was supposed to be my good Valentine's Day...and it will definitely be better than last year.

BUT I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY SCREW YOU MOTHER NATURE YOU SELFISH BITCH!!

End rant.  On to cuteness.

I would like to think that if somebody asked me why I love Jonathan I could tell them, but just like him I can't tell you why.  I just know that I can think about my future with him and not wonder what it would be like with somebody else in his place, and I absolutely can't imagine my life without him.
Jonathan, you're my everything. I love you so much!! I'm very glad I'm going to marry you soon :)

First Day of My Life

by Bright Eyes

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said "this is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"

So if you want to be with me
With these things there's no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Ok...so I'm just starting to get over the flu and I haven't felt like blogging much.  This is what you get for Valentine's Day! Pictures from google to me to you.

Ferris Bueller

Words can not describe how much I love Ferris Bueller's Day Off.  I mean, I love it almost as much as I love my fiance, Jonathan...and that is A LOT of love.  It's probably my favorite movie of all time.

My dad is the reason I discovered Ferris Bueller.  It was one of those times he was gonna force me to watch some movie from the 1980s and I was gonna hate it.  I tried to protest, but he won.  I'm glad he did because OMG I FUCKING LOVE THAT MOVIE!!!!!!

I find myself wishing somebody would remake the movie, but they have to use 80s music or I'm out, yo.

this scene is so sweet to me

LOL

bad bad bad bad bad bad

I suck at being loved.  I also suck at loving apparently.  I feel like a really shitty fiance.

Long story short:
He had an event.
I didn't want to go.
Went anyway.
Felt like I was in hell for a bit.
fight fight fight
Got a little better.
Got a LOT worse.
Go to bathroom and puke till I dry heave and start crying.
Cry through his speech.
Feel bad about missing speech.
Take keys and drive back to campus.
Get lost.
Cry till I get back on campus.
Cry some more.

Now I'm sitting on the bed.  I'm not crying anymore, but I still feel like shit...and I have to drive back to get him. I really just want to pass the fuck out, but they're still going.

Frown.

my favorite people in cat form...except one

Temperance Brennan

I tried really hard to find a cat dressed like a forensic anthropologist...but the internet wasn't havin it.  

So my fiance got my watching the show Bones and now I'm obsessed!  I can't stop watching it, no matter how gross it gets.

Dr. House

House has been my favorite show for years...and this is just funny.

My Fiance

He's a history major...he's slowly convincing me to major in history(with a minor in anthropology :))

Ryan(my fiance's roommate)

He's all steampunky-y. I have no clue what it is, but this seemed appropriate.

Gloria Everson

She's my anthropology professor...and she makes me lol errrday.

I honestly don't have the energy to find anymore cat pictures right now, lol.  So I'm gonna go grocery shopping and watch Temperance Brennan do her thing with some bones.  

JK, I tried one more time.

bring on the wonder

My day in kitten form:

sleeping

discovered my fiance is sick

go back to sleep next to him

wake up and go to class

come back and nap ;)

ate food!

got really sick :(

blog

And this concludes what I did today.  I'm really sure everybody wanted  to know :P