What?

I haven't posted anything for a long time because I haven't had anything to say.
I still don't have too much to say...
except that I've gotten fat, and I plan on changing that.

I'm starting a plan to get healthy with a friend:

• exercise Monday-Friday
• Saturday is treat day
• Sunday is a lazy day
• eat right everyday but Saturday
• don't eat after 8pm

I think I can do it.

Crafting Blog

Please follow my new crafting blog!  It's a fun way for me to stick to a hobby...for once.

Ladylikely Crafting

Some people really piss me off.  I feel like there has been a lot of the pot calling the kettle black with a certain somebody lately and I'm tired of it.  End tiny rant.

Good news:
My computer is finally fixed!
My wedding dress came in!
I'm getting crafty!

By getting crafty I mean I've started making jewelry (mostly necklaces) and latch hooking again.  Maybe latch hooking is a really lame hobby for a 19 year old to have, but it's entertaining on those days when Jonathan wants to do nothing but play games and deal with the fraternity.
Life is pretty ok right now, so I'm going to go enjoy it.

I apologize for all of the sad and emo "woe is me" blog posts, but THIS IS MY BLOG, and I'll cry if I want to ;)

Nothing

I think one of my house mates hates me now.
Oh well, I leave for home tomorrow.
AND, I do realize my posts lately have been short and pretty pointless.


My bad.

I suck.

I feel like a bad person.
I feel like a bad fiance.
I feel like a big fat cow.
I feel disgusting.
I feel like I want to hurt myself, but I promised I wouldn't.
Shit.

Safe!

I made it back to Batesvegas safely.  It was no where near as scary as going to Memphis so that's a plus.  I'm just scared of going back in 21 days.

I have a feeling I'm going to go nuts waiting to see him again. Especially because the next time I'm there we'll be looking at locations and finally setting a date!!

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Getting to Memphis was so terrifying.  I got lost in the ghetto like five times.  I was in absolute hysterics.  It was awful.

I made the drive to Marion with my fiance to see how to get out of Memphis.  It was pretty scary and I don't remember half of it.  Then we drove back to Memphis.  It was pretty scary too.

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I'm really worried about getting out of here tomorrow.  Wish me luck.